work1,154 days since I've joined Xanga... more than three years. wow.

I'm blah right now. I was super happy all day yesterday. Today was just bad so far. I went to World Culture which basically makes me wanna fall asleep every day. Then Interviewing. The teacher is the most pompous, ignorant, asshole in the entire world. I took a drink of water cause my throat was super scratchy from allergies and I felt like I was going to start coughing and he yelled at me and was all "NOT ON MY TIME!" but I drank it anyway. He stopped class and was like "WAS THAT REALLY NECESSARY?" and I was like "well, otherwise i could have just started coughing" and he made a face, rolled his eyes, and thrust a cough drop at me. Later in the class he went on a tangent (unrelated to anything we were talking about...) about how he doesnt understand why people need to carry around waterbottles like they cant go 50 minutes without a drink. FUCK YOU BUDDY! I hope you have a big coughing fit and that I'm right there with a big bottle of water because I won't give you some, I'll throw a cough drop at your face. Then Nutrition, test. Ridiculous. I came home, did dishes, folded laundry, and made my flashcards for my philosophy midterm.

Sometimes I feel like I'm just missing out on everything. I started pledging for a sorority and then I depledged and like, it kinda sucks because part of me feels like I should have just stuck it out three more weeks and been a sister. But I was letting people down who have been there and will always be there. I was so stressed out that I couldn't function normally. I have to work. I have an apartment that doesn't clean itself. A puppy. A fiance. God, I didn't even process that we were engaged for like a week because I just didn't have time to think. I'm so happy right now. And yet, I just need to get myself organized and get a little ahead with my school work and enjoy the rest of the semester. This summer is going to be crazy with work and moving possibly and hopefully lots of chill time. Everythings crazy. I really don't like my classes. None of this makes any sense *rambling rambling rambling*

AHHH! longer, more understandable update one of these days

And he says our song is the slam of screen doors...<3

• I quit my job. That is right kids, Price Chopper no longer rapes my soul on a daily basis. I transfered to the store in Oneonta cause it was definitely a lot closer and easier. It sucked leaving everyone in Delhi, but what sucked even more was that in less than 3 weeks they wrote me up for being short on my till, twice. Funny, because I was only off one time in Delhi, over, because of a check. So I was pretty much like Peace Out Bitches. So currently, I am unemployed... but I'm working on it. JCPenny maybe? 

• School is going well. I can't wait for the semester to be over though. It has been a ridiculous semester with too many gen-ed classes. I am not a read/take notes on this and be tested on it person. I am more project/presentation oriented. I can't do tests and stuff, I just don't focus enough for them. BUT, gimme a project and I'm all over that.
  

• That's actually pretty much it... no joke. Boring life. Can't wait for Christmas and then DISNEY!<3<3